i was wondering if someday i died, how am i gonna account to God the stuffs i did and thought.
i will be very honest, after all he made me he knows me and he loves me.
i procrastinate alot. i am just lazy and afraid.
i'm a angry person.
I hate my mother's husband.
He is a irresponsible person. i hate him for depending on my mother i hate him for not taking care of his children. i hate him for being an embarrassment. i hate him for being inconsiderate. i hate him for threatening me. i despise him for being like a idiot. i despise him for being a loser. i hate him for talking so loudly all the time and disturbed me. I hate him for being a troublemaker.
i hate him for picking on me.
I HATE NOT FEELING PEACEFUL
i hate that i am angry and stress all the time.
i am done hating. i want to continue living.
i want to find a job.
a proper job