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I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Ashley catherine Andrews

Saturday, January 31, 2009
ashley posted at 3:20 AM | 0 Noticed Me

i live in a flat world
seems like dreams come to reality and reality sink into dreams
everything just gets worse
if i just admit that i am really upset, scared, extremely exhausted, messed up and crying all the time, will all these go away?

it has only been a few days and i am utterly tired
more so mentally then physically.
i feel like i am going to crack having to pretend i am okay.
i feel bad when my friends and family feel bad for me. i dont want them to feel bad for me.
i love my friends. i am not ready to go out with them, but even more not ready to be alone.
i am so tired yet i have to pull everything tgt myself.
what am i going to do?

Friday, January 30, 2009
ashley posted at 8:08 PM | 0 Noticed Me

it's awesome to have at least my blog to whine to. haha (:
i think maybe i am getting better, you see, i ate 2 meals yesterday, i slept at least 8 hours yesterday ( good progress huh).
i still have my major mood swings but who cares, if i tell myself i am okay, i probably will be. and after all, i looked at the pictures again (today, i know i am damn bo liao), it still stings i guess but i think it's quite a good motivation.

HAPPY MERRY NEW YEAR

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
ashley posted at 7:44 PM | 0 Noticed Me

it's mostly disney channel and friends
hhohoh(:
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